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So he saids to me...

May. 25th, 2010 | 02:06 am

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5w9E5yJDOwM


Your fault... and you know it. Figure it out.

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"cue"

May. 19th, 2010 | 04:24 am

The hunger in my stomach is eating all I have tried to digest.
Truths I have swallowed and thrown up and swallowed againnnnnn.
Take the nails that are promised to be the key.

What would I do?
What would you do?

Finding more about myself by find more about you.
I need more than a cue
More than just a cue cue cue cue cue

Thank you for the great flights and nights where the rest fell into place.
The voices that are being described have only just began to shout
The hunger craves something more than nutrients.

What would I do? (should do do do)
What would you do? (should do do do do do do)

Finding more about myself by find more about you.
I need more than a cue
More than a cue cue cue cue cue

Reaching out for more only to lose all I had left
Deciding on whether to carry on or to cut myself again for the cause.
I think I will cut cut cut for the hell of it

I can't sleep, I can't eat, without the thought of you
I can't love, I can't trust the thought of you
I can't breathe or take the cue cue cue... heres my cue...

What would I do? (should do do do)
What would you do? (should do do do do do do)

Finding more about myself by find more about you.
I just need one more fucking cue
More than a cue cue cue cue cue...

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Green Bean Seen Mean

Feb. 18th, 2008 | 10:43 am
mood: annoyedannoyed
music: "Slide" Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Yeah. I said it. Anywho...

School:

A/P test today. It sucked, ya'll. I really need to get crackin on the whole studying thing. Erf... It's not fair that it's so boring! Easy but lots to memorize... There is a book out there that helps you study for the Nursing Program that I need to get a hold of. That NET test is creeping up on me (along with a list of other various thinks :P)

Home:

Which one? Teehee. Ashley and Auntie Cat are in and I have not seen them once!! What the poo? I think I will go over there after school today. I miss them peoples. Poo Cheezy Poof is alone most of the time at Mom's house. I'm going to try and be there more than I have been. There for awhile I wouldn't go over to Mom's house for weeks on end. *sigh* I'm a terrible parent.

Friends:

Pretty neutral. I saw Jenn the other day. I had her make me a hat. I think she's been hurting for money... so I decided to help her out, visit, and of course, get an awesome hat out it. Other than that, I only really hang out with Steven.

Which leads me too....
Me and Steven are doing pretty good. It's been off and on with the whole arguing bit. He's just so frusterating sometimes!! GR! Oh well.. what are you going to do? Live and learn I guess.

Me oh my oh,
Other than that, everything has been pretty chilled. Some kids in Steven's block were ringing door bells and running away... and that's about all of the excitement I have. Oh and the fingering fananza on the sofa. Fun stuffs. (rolls eyes). But then again, what are you going to do?

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So here I am

Feb. 6th, 2008 | 09:39 pm
location: Steven's casa
mood: exhaustedexhausted
music: Passenger

After a long break I'm finally starting to get it together...

That's way I would like to say... oh well. I will get there sometime. For now I will just wait. I seem to be good at that.

Well, if anyone is wondering, I'm the same. Different day. Same situation. More tired Nana.
But I need a break from reality.

...Eck, I think I just saw the last bit of my inner child escape from my forehead. I wonder if it's a bad thing... I know it's a bad thing. You ever feel like you are not really living? Hmmm kinda surreal really. I can't wait until I get over this nice little plateau of unexplainable insanity.




Also... it's been awhile since I have been on... so I think I should mention that I'm no longer friends with Jessica... I'm living with my Mother and brother and pretty much with Steven at his house. It's good to have a backup plan. Oh... and I'm finally dating Steven.. duh :). I don't think I mentioned that earlier. I'm back in school and trying for the Nursing Program. I do fancyshaw Native dancing and I don't play nearly as much DDR as I should. So there is your update.

I will try and keep up todate more often...




No promises.

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Bass

Dec. 19th, 2006 | 01:51 am
mood: restlessrestless
music: "2 minutes til Midnight" -Iron Maiden

I'm learning the bass. It's going pretty well.

I need to exercise... don't you hate when people continually rant about doing something and never get it done?

I miss school. I feel like a total bum without it.

Jess has been in for a few days now and we have been hanging out as much as possible before she has to leave. Man I missed her bunches.

Jacob, her, and I went to the river the other day. We took a bunch of pictures and at one point Jacob took off all of his clothes and ran around nude... it was strange... I laughed and he put his clothes back on. Jessica was traumatized though. I attemped to go in the water, but the water was entirely too cold. Oh well, you win some you lose some.

Work is good. People are coolest.

Man I'm tired.

Grandpa needs to lay off the freakin' donuts and sweets. Grr, makes me mad.

Which reminds me... I need to stop swearing. It's getting on my nerves. On that note I need to stop being to negative and hateful too. Need to clear my head a bit too. It's like my brain is on standby. Something to work on.

NIGHT!

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Get 'R' Us.

Oct. 29th, 2006 | 09:12 pm
mood: optimisticoptimistic
music: "Let's Dance" -David Bowe

Hoping for a change. Going to try and get a move on alittle.

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I have a blank car

Oct. 13th, 2006 | 12:36 am
mood: crankycranky
music: "Flight of Seagulls" -Duran Duran

My car is a piece of poo, therefore I must take the objective and ram it into a tree.

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Not What I expected

Sep. 3rd, 2006 | 09:11 pm
mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
music: "Hungry Like the Wolf" -Duran Duran

Looks like things are not happening like I planned. Big surprised there. I'm not to keen on the new company but that's ok. Those who like her will feel her venomous poison eventually. I hope I will be like that again. It is time my friend. I'm here for you.

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Wow...

Aug. 13th, 2006 | 08:53 pm
mood: curiouscurious
music: "I Hope You Die" -Bloodhound Gang

Wow. It's almost pointless to write anything here anymore. Nobody comes on to read and comment. Hmm I guess this could be a good thing...

I've been thinking about him alot lately. I have been considering sharing my feelings about him, but, of course, I'm too afraid. I think I have liked him for awhile but didn't ready reolize it until now... I wonder if it's just because I trust him, or maybe just becuase he likes me. I dunno, whatever the case I really like him and I don't know if I should tell him or not. My "like" has gone as far as to the point of me dreaming about him... ummm. Oh well. I will think about it more I guess. We will see.

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Ummm... The Man of my Dreams?

Jul. 11th, 2006 | 05:55 am
mood: confusedconfused
music: "The Lost Souls" -AFI

The date was not that great. He told me the wrong name of the place so I drove Davis 3 time before he told me where it was... Yeah... Ummm... The food was great. The movie was alright. He's 24 >.< and in the Marines.. >.< . He told me the same stories about 3 times. I talked 0% of the time, which is fine and dandy with me, but he would interrupt me when I would try to say something... gr. Not to mention all of his stories involved alcohol. Um, yeah. He's not my type for sure.

Come on, man of my dreams. Anytime now.

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